It's Almost Funny

It's almost funny
Our childhood days.
It's almost funny
How we'll never be the same.
It's almost funny
The way we laugh.
It's almost funny
The feelings we hide.
It's almost funny
How we feel inside.
It's almost funny
How I almost died.
But....I'm not laughing on the inside


It's almost funny,
The way you made make cry.
It's almost funny
Our childhood days
It’s almost funny
The way I scream no, don’t, please stop.
A pity, you'll never understand what this means.
It's almost funny
How you mistook my tears for laughs
It's almost funny
How you’re not being punished
It's almost funny
Watching your eyes, and the pleasure you get in my screams
It’s almost funny
That the sound of an unlocking lock scares me
It’s almost funny
I’m scared of love because of you
It’s almost funny
I want to die
But, it's sad in the end